Thursday
April 24th, 2008 11:00am
mood: 
ecstatic
ecstatic |
OMFG!!! Bought a magazine... Got scratch cards with it... Did it... AND I'VE WON THE JACKPOT!! And it's not those sleazy ones where you ask for cash prizes. ...It actually says, I've got the best start numbers or whatever, and I've won either -a plasma telewision -25000 cash prize -Family holiday to haven -1200 cash prize -Nintendo Wii OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG Basically I could have just won my holiday with Nikos!!! OMMMMGGG!!! He's going to be so happy! |
Thursday
April 24th, 2008 10:41am
mood: 
blah
blah |
I'm really please with my new layout. I built most of it myself. I'm really getting good at HTMLs and stoof. So yeh, I really like it. ( Today ) |
Wednesday
April 23rd, 2008 8:42am
mood: 
scared, shocked and worried
scared, shocked and worried |
O yeh. Forgot to mention. Chloe, my cousin, is seriously ill. She has a diet thing, which if she doesn't follow then she's in serious trouble. Apparently her bodies not responding to the new diet. I'm really worried. As strange as it sounds, before my Grandad died about a year before that I imagined his funeral. I didn't mean to, it just kind of happened in my head. Well, with my cousin...it happened again. Please tell me I'm being stupid. So, out of my uncles family, he has :- A muscular dystrophy son. An ME wife. An ill daughter.. Now they only have one daughter left that isn't hurt... |
Wednesday
April 23rd, 2008 8:21am
mood: okay
music: 30 seconds to mars
okay music: 30 seconds to mars
|
( Hello? I'm still here.. ) I talked to Gerard yesterday. He was worried because I sent a negative bebo message and he wanted to know if I was ok. Didn't think that would ever happen, but it was nice. I'm going round Nikos's today for a few hours to catch up on things because he was ill yesterday and didn't see him. Noice. At least I know Nikos won't leave anytime soon. |
Tuesday
April 22nd, 2008 10:27pm
mood: 
lonely
lonely |
Blah. I need a best friend. One that doesn't bitch, or moan, or abandon you for a boyfriend. It's strange to think that during new years I had loads of best mates. Where have they gone? |
Thursday
April 17th, 2008 2:03pm
mood: 
cold
music: Slipknot
cold music: Slipknot
|
( Year 12 report. ) I see Nikos tomorrow. Thankgod for that...relaxation and happiness. That's what I need a slice of. Expesically after that report. |
Wednesday
April 16th, 2008 8:15am
mood: 
angry
angry |
Well I'm seriously fucked off with a certain person.( Click ) Sigh. Thankgod I got that out of my system. I would have burst out at someone else later. I miss Nikos. Didn't see him much yesterday because I went home early to do all that fucking photograpy coursework. I also saw Dad last night. Lee picked me up and drove me there for a couple of mins. I mentioned pleasurewood hills and he went all quiet. I've pissed him of somehow, and it's hurting. Out of anybody, it seems Dad has the most power over me. And I hate it. |
Tuesday
April 15th, 2008 8:23am
mood: mellow
music: Gorillaz
mellow music: Gorillaz
|
( And off with the pressure. ) This weekend is going to be amazing. Friday is teacher training day...Saturday pleasurewood hills theme park...Sunday Mindless self indulgence live! CORR can I not wait much? Nikos is sleeping round on the Firday and hopefully the Saturday and then it's off to London to que for the best band in the world with Charlie. I'm so excited. Plus theres a KFC right near the que so we'll be even more happy. The bad news about all this is I'll most probably spend all off my money. £210. Gay. Nevermind. Me and Nikos are going to Hopton in August..and I seriously can't wait for that either. This year is going to be the best...THE BEST. I've also got Paris with the school....and I'll definitely see MCR again live this year. Woop. Oh yer...and me and Nikos are amazing. I love him laods. It's great that I see him everyday..and he actually makes an effort too. I'm happy. =] |
Friday
April 11th, 2008 12:42pm
mood: 
tired
music: Angels and airways
tired music: Angels and airways
|
Only a few more weeks till exams now. My media coursework has to be handed in on Monday, and i've just completed the evaluation. I'm going to have to show My Alexander quickly just so I know I've included everything I need. Nikos is coming round tomorrow early so we can spend all day together. I actaully can't wait. He's a bit stressed at the moment because he's got to do all his coursework in time. He's dropping out next year to go do a course in police work. I wish he wouldn't leave, but then again I do too. I want him to do well, and he'll still see me as much. I guess I'm still paranoid he'll leave me. I don't think he would. I think Alex is pissed of with me. And what Charlotte told Charlie in that email she sent has really caused some bollocks at school. Now everyone knows I cut myself sometimes, and Nikos can only protect me as much as he can. It's just really awkward. ( What's wrong with me? ) |
Thursday
April 10th, 2008 8:43am
mood: 
annoyed
annoyed |
I had a huge shouting matchy with Mrs Laurence yesterday, so I'm expecting a bit of a bullocking today. Oh joy -_- They don't understand that I'm beginning to work really hard for these A levels. Yet still, I'm in the wrong. Eugh. Well, at least Nikos is here. He promised me a huge hug today. Can't wait to pick that one up =] |
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